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I used to like spam journals but ive been really lazy computer wise lately >.>; ive drawn quite a bit but i dont really feel like posting them :\ that and there is like a zillion of them =_=; *sigh* its all quite diverse though, which makes me happy its not all just one character there some jax some emma some nikki some blaze some zuriel and even some zero<3 i love that man...and he is totally single cuz i killed off his wife >D

zero: and my heart shall forever belong to her, so you are out of luck honey.
me: *snaps fingers* damn! ...why are all of your decendants so hot? DX i think i have 4 generations now heehee <3

hmm...oh, i got a new phone and it is made of awesome. Its the LG enV touch...i switched over from comcast to verizon and said my last goodbyes to my old phone lol...buuut this one is pretty sweet it! there are so many features man... touchscreen has so much fun stuff i have a drawing application and i can actually write out txt messages XD and the camera is 3.2 megapixel which is waaay better than my old one which was 1.3 megapixel XD so its pretty damn good quality...professional cameras are about 6+ megapixels i think... maye 5+ i dunno somewhere around there. and it has flash! i havnt had flash on my phone since like i think my first cell phone XD; ...the screens are huge...there are 2 screens the outside one and an inside one with the keyboard...i can get a freakin silent hill game on this phone. seriously. its like 10 bucks in the app store but still XD i want it! theres a resident evil demo and its pretty good graphics...i got a blue case for it...lets see what else...it can read my text messages to me XD its pretty funny. i can make my own ringtones for it too and put songs on it...it works together with rhapsody which i have a subscription for but that dosent seem to do much cuz if i goto it on the phone it still makes me pay which is stupid but meh.

basically, this phone is teh SHIZNAT. my only problem right now is i need a different memory card because my computer dosent read the SDHD one i have and i need a normal SD card =_=; gonna bring it back and hope to gosh they have one >.<; i dont really need 4 gigs of extra space anyways XD my old memory card was 1 gig...hmm...maybe i could just clear off that one...ugh too much work though =_=; too much shit on it.


lets see now....OH dude i was SOOO excited for the new metalocalypse season but now im not! DX Ofdensen is dead! WAAAAAH! i love nathan/ofdensen pairing T.T and now im a sad kitty. *sniffle* now ima have to go back to Nathan/toki cuz toki/skwissgar is LAAAME and overused. i tend to not like pairings where in the series the 2 characters basically hate each other :/ it just dont seem right to me and thus annoys me. course 8059 is an exception cuz yamamoto is goofy and i like him. and i like gokudera with anyone >D mwahaha!


i gotta pee...i swear i just went though not too long ago...maybe im trippin or i just imagined that..huh. course maybe this whole life is just a hallucination of some sort...who knows! i was thinking randomly about how if you got abducted by aliens or something...like would you actually see what happend to you? cuz your memory will get wiped later and you wont remember but like at the time it is...would you even really be aware of it since it will all just be forgotten? it will be like it never happend right? just...a weird weird thought...

...speaking of weird i got a mouth guard for my tmj ( the box actually says NOT to use if you have tmj but my doctor TOLD me to get one so...im confused there XD; ) and i had a dream last night where i was trying to eat stuff but i couldnt chew it! and i woke up all confused and stuff and realized it was because of the mouth guard XD so weird! its been working so far though...for the past few days before i got it the pain would NOT go away and kept giving me headaches but i been good since then. unless you count the fact that my earring holes are infected and crusty and gross XD;

...AAAAAH STAR TREK IS OUT OF DVD NOW ZOMGZOMG ZOMG! I WANTZ IT! I NEEEEEEDZ IT! im sooo gonna harass my mom tomorrow! ( just saw the commercial )

...so my mom baught my bro a ps2...and that makes me a little angry cuz my ps2 has gone to SHIT! SHIT I SAY! DX and i just gave that little fucker my n64 and all my games is that not good enough!? >< she coulda used that money to buy me a ps3 so i could just give him my ps2 >\ she only baught it for a certain game...MAN! he dont even deserve it that kids a brat seriously. like not just the average kid thats like this is mine! he cries and screams ALL THE TIME and he is like 8 or something! my stepsister just had a baby and i was all like awwww! and then i remembered my brother and immediately thought to myself that i should schedule a hysterectomy asap. ( i wish ) TERROR CHILD! DX TERRORRRRR! if i ever had a child like him i think i would kill myself. or at least take him to the middle of nowhere and drop him off then drive away really fast >D mwahaha! id rather test out a kid before i decide on it ya know? thats why adoption is good. and you dont risk the chance of getting an ugly kid. like one with huge ears and tiny eyes too close together and a zillion freckles and curly hair and fat and stupid and gross! ...or something like my cousin. i would just shoot myself right ther. gonna go buy me an adorable shy little girl with big blue or green eyes and either blonde or brown hair X3 and i shall name her Fuzzy wuzzy cupcake muffin...ya know what fuck the whole thing ill just draw one up...*smiles and looks at emma*
emma: ...daddy! D: *runs to jax*
Jax: dont even think about it *hugs her* shes mine <<
me: id rather have a kitty cat anyways. MELLOW WHERE ARE YOU!?


...and speaking of mellow...my cat chokes himself. he lays on the bar on top of my bunkbed and chokes himself. he is a retard. but he is my fuzzy butt retard. thats his nickname, fuzzy butt. and snuggles nickname is snuggle bug or bunny, eclipse is eeky or pretty girl...cuz she is a pretty girl..or princess...pretty pretty princess...and spuff is damn cat >D and dodger is my rodger dodger day! and he had a bath the other day and is now all shiny and fuzzy and smells nice ^^ happy puppy. i miss my fishy ; ;